2:15 am

Bob and I talked a little bit more about our feelings today. About if we could ever live together. About where I should be. About why he came here to see me. But, of course, we came up with no conclusions. I told him I'm a little tired of the sex, but certainly not the romance. I'm still very confused about our relationship. I think he is, too. I know I'd like to be with him on a long-term basis. I think he thinks about it, but isn't convinced it would work. I said it's hard to base things on this 2 weeks together because it's so artificial. We've never been together without conference or travel behind it. We need to just live together a while. Here, we're rushing because time is so short. If he comes to study here, that would be a good opportunity. We called Donna tonight. BHC won the Hometown Award for Overall Excellence in Institutional Access. Sure, the one year I'm not there! Actually, it's March to March, so it's still mostly my award. She also said that Gary's position has been eliminated. I'm sure that's all I'll hear about when I'm back! I have to work a lot of hours tomorrow. Need to catch up.