12:15 am

I probably shouldn't have smoked. I have to get myself up and out to the bar. I do love reading my journal. I could cultivate some good stories from it and publish them. Not the whole thing -- some things are so embarrassing!


1:40 am

"On no, I drank too much..." I haven't drunk enough..." to the tune of "Losing My Religion." Actually, I didn't drink a lot, but that song was on my mind. I have to listen to it NOW!

Okay, so I'm listening to "Ballad of Peter Pumpkinhead" first. I love jamming to music in my headphones. So. I saw Joel. We talked for an hour. Still can't figure him out. (I know. This sounds just like what I've written for 15 years!) Annelies thinks he's bi-sexual. And he did want to see me tomorrow. He offered to take Kasia and me to his tennis club to play. Then he asked if I wanted to go to Club Hispanico with him for their welcoming party. But he also mentioned that we should find a couple of dates and go to Marbella sometime. Floating along...

12:45 pm

Had breakfast with Annelies this morning. I think I could like not working! She told me how torn she is about her boyfriend, Manolo. I told her it's very natural. God knows I've gone through a lot of gut-wrenching emotions with guys in the past. It's nice to have someone to share emotions with.