11:45 pm

It was a pretty shitty day weather-wise. Actually it rain a lot last night, then cleared up by afternoon and then rained again this evening. Strange. I tried to get the TV to work, but was unsuccessful. It would've been a perfect evening to sit in front of the tele. Andre and I instead had a bottle of wine and talked. About sports mainly. He's such a fanatic. But we talked a lot about Columbus, life in Spain, theft, deterioration of the family. Actually, that was our tema in class today. I felt good talking about the "alternative families" that I know. Andre and I continued after class and tonight -- in English! He should have a pretty good idea that I'm gay. But I didn't mention it when we talked about living with someone. I should've said, "I've never lived with a boyfriend," but instead I said, "someone I was going out with." We spent the afternoon together in the center looking at video cameras. Not very exciting, but just hanging out together. I talked to Marcia Ellis last night. I can't believe it's been 2 months! Shit! It was nice to talk to her. I thought -- only for a moment -- about how nice it would be to be back working there again. I just needed a 2 month vacation. I can go back now, right? Hmmm. Guess not. Of course, it's not what I really want anyway. I still have a cold. I hate it! Always blowing my nose and coughing.